Difficult Woman

My “not a big deal” switch is permanently stuck in the START PANICKING position.

I may or may not have been in the middle of a nervous breakdown for about 5 days now.  The pregnancy, my toothache, my backache, stressful work stuff and school have been almost too much to bear. 

I feel that ever reliable coping mechanism that allows me to disconnect from what I’m feeling so I can act normal.  I’m like the pot of water at 311 degrees though, add one single degree to that and suddenly I’m boiling.  I’m making steam. I’m fucking RUNNING TRAINS with my raging emotions, people!

It’s exhausting being complicated.

9 February 2012 ·

About Me

I am tall. Especially in heels. I laugh loud and love everyone I meet. I love to create cute outfits, crafts and babies - I also love to organize. I believe in creating a peaceful life that is simple and full of love. Music runs through my veins. I sometimes laugh at inappropriate times. Well, mostly I laugh at inappropriate times.

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